the suns rising and insomnia is creeping back now that bens gone and can’t drag me to bed before midnight every night with him. I am going to sleep til ten which will get me five hours of rest then slip into my swim suit, slap on some spf 8 and fall asleep in my yard another two hours out under the sunshine to try and get some color to these ghostly white bones of mine.
then I am going to paint and take my sweet ass time getting ready for my shift tonight at 6. Todays going to be superb.
